Friday, August 24, 2007



.......i prayed. it came. i cried. after half a year--.......

"I promise na hanggang friends lang tayo (valid only until Feb 22, 2008)"


Yes there's an expiry date. O well, who could predict what might happen in one year? Things may change. By that time, I hope we know na what we really wanted. Maybe we'll have our own lives to work on instead of just bugging each other. And maybe, if we cannot control circumstances that may come, we won't even reach the expiry date, right? But as long as the agreement exists and we can still take over things, we are both off limits. (this is from my archive dated FEBRUARY 24 2007-- http://www.rakelyvia.blogspot.com/2007_02_01_archive.html)

its been half a year since this stupid agreement happened, now what? a year really makes sense in realizing what you needed to realize. proving to yourself that you made the right decision. cherishing the good moments of the past has given me an exquisite feeling and made me strong enough to face the fact that what has been said and done, HAD been ALREADY said and done. no one can ever change it and return it to what iT USED to be.

so its been 6 months and a day since i recieved this text and we're in "casual-an" status lang. i mean, we're like the "hi-hello" friends lang. i bet, sooner or later we won't be hearing anything from each other na at all. but its ok. we were like that nman before we fooled around each other not really so surprising.

Going back to reality, i am happy seeing him finding someone who can he be serious about--no ka-plastikan. but i also feel sad whenever im hearing news (sometimes directly from him) that he's being miserable over some things. seriously. he's still my friend after all.

why can't we be both happy?

Life may be full of surprises. it really surprised me that i am now blogging about this and letting the madlang people, including by passers, to know what am i feeling and thinking right now about this issue.


i guess i'm right. things now changed. we have our own lives to mind instead of bugging each other and.... I KNOW NA WHAT I WANTED. (^_~)

so, WANTED: BF

ahahaha

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Monday, August 20, 2007



.......Typhoon blisters.......

Whew. When was the last time I had my real entry? Hmmm.., I'll make kwento nlang since it's raining hard. haha

Last Sunday, we had our community immersion. It was supposedly a 3-day stay but since schedule won't permit us, ayun 2 days nlang. But its better noh. I mean, why would you stay in the community for 3 days if you can finish all your activities in 2 days? Sayang isang araw. Yes, it sounds funny but that's how I value every minute now. 24 hours is not enough to finish writing a 150-page assessment in a logbook, doing drafts for your case study, drafts for case presentation, study 5 chapters for an 80-item quiz in pedia, read Iliad and Odyssey, and memorize Article III (Bill of Rights) with 22 sections. Imagine, how would I do that if we stayed in the community for 3 days?





Partners: Ycai and Balbee




 Yeah japan japan with our foster parent (nanay fe)


Going back to the immersion, I think it went good. We had exceeded the target audience kahit na we were only given 2 hours to invite people. Anyways, the program was about dental and safe toys for kids.




By Monday afternoon, we were already in Manila. Tuesday, opening of sports fest and Nicole's swimming competition. We were required to attend the opening ceremony at Rizal stadium at exactly 6 am. How can we possibly be in Rizal at exactly 6 am? Syempre dba pagod pagod pa kame from immersion. Grabe talga. In nursing, when they say it's required, they mean it. If you arrive there at 6:01, you're already late and that means you will get a grade of 5.0 for that day. Aside from getting a grade of 5.0, you will still make an incidental report on why you came late. If they think it's not valid, you will get re-admission slip from the office. No re-admission, no rotation. Meaning, if you're scheduled for a hospital duty and you haven't secured re-ad yet, you won't be able to have your duty and you will be given a grade of 5.0 immediately. No questions ask. Di kse uso make-up duty smen.

Nicole's swimming competition: I was with Ieriz and Geh (yihhh true friends eheh). Of course, we cheered for Nicole. Although she didn't make it on her stroke, she at leased won silver and bronze for the relay. Congrats mare ^_^.









Wednesday, off. Studied for pedia, pol sci and English. Started making draft for the case study. Thursday, no classes. Friday, no classes. Saturday no classes.
Technically, I haven't seen school for the entire week. I should be happy kse no classes. No classes = rest/more time for finishing requirements. Pero, I'm not. Wala pa kme natutunan and midterms exam will be on the 28th na. haaayyy. I miss school. I miss making pa-cute in study area (100 years). I miss Nescafe freeze that I believe made me super nerbyosa. and I miss my crushes. Yihhhh.. ahaha. In short, I really miss school.
**study area**


I'm not really fond of the rain. It makes my life miserable. Baha sa P noval. Sa Espanya. Brown out. Kidlat. Waaaahhhh. Ayoko tlga.

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Saturday, August 04, 2007



.......hanging out--depression stage (--.).......






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