Saturday, October 28, 2006



.......BLOLGS BLOGS.......

I've been crashing to different blogs lately and there were blogs that you can't help but ask "what the hell they are thinking?", "why, there are still people who actually posted their thoughts like that?". Langya, they've murdered their own views e.



The whole point of blogging is that you publish your thoughts and make it available for most of the people. So why do I care? Eto na nman ako, nangengeelam. Wala lang, parang I've already had enough ka-jologsan just this past sem and I'm not yet ready for those posts. Maybe I'm just used to reading AOM peep's blogs, and Mimi's blockmates' blogs that I cannot appreciate those kinds of posts anymore. But infairness to me, I've also been there. Haha.



Ok, enough of that. It's now my time to release my own thoughts. As I've been constantly saying, most of the time, I get what I want especially when I'm frustrated to it. I have super taas na pride na I won't say sorry unless until you've convinced me that it's my fault. I believe to what I wanted to believe in. There are things that you can't reverse anymore. They've been like that because we wanted them and allowed them to be like that. We refuse to look and see the different sides of those things that we often commit mistakes. We immediately jumped into what we think the very best solutions without even consulting and weighing.



Sometimes, life is too playful that it brings misery to us. We cannot blame life for that because we are the one who made those decisions that led to that melancholy. We sometimes get hurt but think that we don't feel anything where in fact we're dying inside. We say that it's just alright and that everything is fine but the truth is, which we sometimes fail to accept, we really can't get enough sleep thinking about it. How would we want people to react when we say those lies? I mean, when we say that we've already moved on when what they know is that we're so into that thing. Do you think they will believe us easily? They will think we are so pathetic and they will just pity us. They will just think the opposite of it no matter how we defend ourselves and say that we're really ok. They will just think that we're just convincing ourselves that we're like that when all we want to do is cry. Maybe we don't care of what they will say but my point is, it's not bad to sometimes release our emotions. It won't hurt us after all plus it will be a great relieve when we take out those grudges that we keep telling ourselves don’t exist.



Another one is, how would you feel when you get something you really wanted and you worked hard for it? Maybe for some, it will be the victorious feeling. The feeling of triumph racing through your veins. But for me, or for those people like me who are used to getting, most of the time what we want in a good way (I don't mean anything here ha), it's just normal. Parang "ok, we're done to it. Let's find another na". Ganun lang. It's not super big deal to us, it becomes big deal when we're still on the process of getting it or when we don't get it at all. We become so annoyed that we plan plan B on getting it until we finally get it. But when we don't, we'll eventually forget about it and move to the next one but still it will take us very long time andso many tantrums.


i've already said my piece. haha..


and if we think that there's something to fix, why don't we just go ahead and apologize? not just telling everubody, "i hope it's gonna be okay 'cause..."

*  *Posted by rakelyvia at 12:25 PM
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.......No pain, no gain but the vain don't complain.......

This is going to be revealing haha. It may also answer some of your questions.


I am super vain.


I pluck my brows.


I 'veet' my legs


I shave my underarm.


I consider having bikini wax.


I put lotion and sunblock everyday.


I use whitening lotion.


I always use conditioner.


I will not go to school when I feel I'm not ayos.


I always shine my shoes before going to school.


I put make-up.


I curl my lashes.


I love earrings.


I always have sunglasses in my bag.


I use feminine wipes..who doesn't by the way?


I always have wet wipes.


I always check the 'bowl' before peeing.


Sometimes I wipe them with Lysol first.


I go to salon to have my hair cut.


I have regular pedicure.


I wash my face thrice a day.


I even scrub it once every two weeks.


I am afraid of spiders and snakes, and so what?


I have the 'coolest' friends ever.


I am close to guys.


I wear skirts a lot.


I don't wear chucks or rubbershoes casually when malling or hanging out with friends. I'd rather wear slippers.


I soo love mc do.


I talk a lot.


I will answer every question you ask as long as I can stand it.


I hate cats.


I read books or watch dvds when ther's nothing left to do.


I can stand 7 hours of window shopping.


I don't go to QUIAPO to buy stuffs, though you can see me in divisoria these days.


I am fond of cute things.


If I hate you, I won't talk to you (period).


I will see to it that that people will love me unless I really don't like them.


I value friendship most.


I read horoscope every chance I get.


I often talk in taglish, unintentionally.


I really have a difficult time in memorizing directions.


I hate corny and jologs jokes. Swear.


I am tamad.


I'm TAMAD MAGTEXT.


I don't know how to cook, just the frying thing only.


I love stuff toys and flowers.


I soo love slippers and bags.


In fact, when you go to our place you'll see them pakalat kalat.


I can even use different bags for 1 month.


I watch a lot of telenovelas.


I cry when I watch dramas.


I cried when we watched sassy girl.


I soo love VIDEOKE and singing though..though.. basta I love singing haha


I allot 1 1/2 hour for preparing before going to school.


I sleep during class.


I curse teachers and classmates.


I smoke.


I drink.


I am very moody.


We have a theory that 'everything happens in text' for some people. (nung 4th year pa to)


I'd rather be single than date a guy that is way way behind my standards.


I want to marry by 26.


I still throw tantrums, a lot.


I'm not a-school-THEN-STRAIGHT- home type of girl, I party.


I hate people who say (not in a sarcastic way) "wow ELITE.. ako kse s..."


I am more of a morning person.


I HATE RAIN.


I think ryan agoncillo is super duper complete package.

I love piolo.


I sometimes dream of becoming Paris Hilton just for a day.


I will not say I love you unless I mean it.


I hate pathetic and martyr people.


I always find something wrong with one person lalo na those na ayoko.


Sorry guys, I am mean.


I really am mabait if you're just going to be mabait with me lalo na when you do things I like most.


I have this thing on helping people. Whatever the problem is.


You cannot force me to do things na I don't want to do.


I am really pa-demure especially in public.


I can stand a 5-hour-talk over the phone.


Can sit and just talk for 3 hours in Mc do.


I trust people easily.


I hate people who would betray me after being soo soo nice to them.


I am gastadora.


I love pictures.


When I'm hurt, I say it. Loud and clear. I don' pretend to be happy when I'm not.


I don't hide my feelings.

I fight for what I know is right, but I get tired easily.

I easily got tensed over something.


I don't talk salitang kanto like "tropa", "barkada", "ermats, erpats", "dude"


Most the time, I get what I want.


Oh yes, I'm this kind of girl. I'm not going to pretend someone whom I won't ever be. I won't take away from you the freedom to judge me. Just don't test my patience. Don't underestimate me because I'm this kind of girl I can do more than you can think of.

*  *Posted by rakelyvia at 12:01 PM
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Sunday, October 01, 2006



.......ay nakakatawa nman.......

as in, super natawa ako when i read my last post again. my god!? where did i get that? haha


anyways, i can still feel kung gano ako kaasar that time, and natatawa nko ngayon how everyhting came back to normal..


so when i went home last friday, walang kuryente sa cogeo. so walang magawa kundi makipagtitigan kay mama at kay 'big' our new puppy. e un, nkwento ko nga ung bout what's happening to ever gorgeous daughter, ehem, and natawa ako nung may knwento sya. now i know, and i have proven na nagmana tlga ako sknya.

mama: ay bakit ganun sila?


kel: kaya nga sinasabi ko nlang, "pasensya sila, maganda ako e"


mama: ay ang kapal tlga ng muka mo. crush nila si jaypaul?


kel: siguro... uhmmmm..


mama: mga insecure pla sila e.


kel: correct! maganda nga kse ako. tgnan nyo. look at my make up. pansinin nyo nman!! knina pa ko nagpapansin e..


mama: bikolana ka tlga. malandi. alam mo ba, si cora (ung kapit bahay nmen. kaaway ni mama long time ago pa) dati inaway ako. sabi nya "anu b yan andami nmang dumi ng aso d2 sa harap nmen!!" sabi ko "edi lagyan mo ng BAWAL TUMAE ANG ASO DITO". sabi nya "ang yabang mo ha. anu b pinagmamalaki mo?" sabi ko "ung mga anak ko and ako magaganda at gwapo. sayo ba?" haha


kel: ay pucha mama, mas malala pla kayo sken e. haha


mama: e hello!? ampanget kya nila.


kel: haha


see? mild pa nga ako. atleast ako sinasarili ko lang n maganda ako. e ung nanay ko, pinagsisigawan! kaloka. haha


ay pumunta ung crush ko sa bahay. grabeeee!!!! muntik ako mamatay. kahit wala p syang 5mins nagstay dun. ayus lang!!! im flying... hahahaa

*  *Posted by rakelyvia at 8:35 PM
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