Monday, May 22, 2006
.......i will be a surgeon.---promise....or maybe not........
(revised edition)Remember my last post where I said that I still don't know what I wanted to be? Well, for now, here's the answer. I wanted to be a surgeon.
You may not believe me now for declaring that I wanted to be a surgeon. Maybe you will say that it's just an effect of watching Grey's anatomy.
i know. iknow. you can laugh at me because you think I'm afraid of blood. But let me clear that. I'm not afraid of blood. What I'm afraid for is suicides. Cutting their pulses and stuff like that. And in suicide there is undeniably lots of blood dripping. It's just a chain reaction. Being afraid of blood and a chain reaction from suicides are 2 different things. Maybe in being a surgeon I'll encounter cases where in I have to deal with suicide victims, but maybe when that time comes, someone will be generous enough to shift position with me. I'll just wait for that. Haha.
Or perhaps you will think that I wanted to be surgeon because I wanted to find my own mcdreamy ("prince charming"). Well, it's one of the 4 other reasons why I want to be a surgeon.
I feel like being a surgeon because I like the thought of talking to the family of the patient and assuring them --oh not assuring--telling them that if they agree to this or that operation the patient may prolong his/her life. That that operation is for the benefit of the patient and that like many other operations there will be a risk. I like the idea of the family thanking me for saving their member. I like it when in the OR, everyone is looking at you hoping and at the same time believing that you can make it. You can ease the pain that the patient is enduring. And most of all, I wanted to be a surgeon maybe because I want to help (sounds hypocrite?) them-- the people who have no other option than to believe in science and medicine to get well, the people who are dependent on medical treatments to prolong their life. I want to help them extend their existence to share with them the beauty of everything around and because they have the right to live a little bit longer.
Maybe this is really a hang over of Grey's anatomy. Maybe I'm just saying this for now because I'm bored to death and I can't get my life into the right track. But if that would be the case, I assure you guys that what I will be in the next 10 years have something to do in survival. Maybe not in the medicine field, maybe not in the course I am right now. Maybe in other way that can help humanity. I don't know how I sound right now but (can't argue anymore). Reality is, whatever we are planning to be, there will still be sort of reason that will continuously interfere with you. It's the reason that somehow, we need help mankind -- our fellow mankind.
gosh. i always wanted to say that.
* *Posted by rakelyvia at 1:18 PM
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Monday, May 15, 2006
.......mommy, i want mc dreamy.......
i am now a certified addict.
after watching 4 ep of grey's anatomy, i am OFICIALLY ADDICTED to it. hah! This is bad.
* *Posted by rakelyvia at 12:10 PM
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
.......series of events........
huy, ano yan ha!? hahaha
ronj, stef, tasa, anu nga dapat caption d2??? :)
pauwi na cla tasa,sly and ronald from stef's 
stef and kel (may 6, 2006)
ronald,kel,sly
ronald, kel (amm sly asan ka?)
rona, kel
where that splash came from?
may 2, 2006 -UST lab exam nila :)HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMILLE MA. L. CASTOLO and RACHEL ANN M. DE GUZMAN
more pictures soon.
* *Posted by rakelyvia at 9:34 AM
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Monday, May 08, 2006
.......enjoying summer.......
instead of staying in the house till dawn with nothing to do and no plans of doing something, i found things where i can enjoy and savor summer vacation..busy i must say, but atleast it is the most fruitful summer i ever had in 4 years. fruitful in the sense that i have to shake my sweat off and feel the real summer heat
with new faces and experiences.
pictures soon.
* *Posted by rakelyvia at 3:07 PM
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.......bday!.......
ei im having a bday dinner here at my house on may 13, sat, 6pm and everyone's invited! come in your fave collared t-shirt! please, please text me if you're going because i need to know the count. i really need your confirmation! see yah there! * *Posted by Camille Maria at 9:36 AM
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